~iiguana

I need to submit moar deviations.
Srsly.

But yeah-- I'm just here to say what I've been up to lately. Mostly Ragnarok Online. I suppose you could say I'm obsessed again. With BlackoutRO.
[link]
Plz. <3

Honestly, I don't know why. It's not as good as some other servers I've been on. Not by a long shot. Maybe it's because I've made a lot of in game friends and I'm participating in War of Emperium. A lot. War of Emperium is fabulous. :3 For anyone who knows of the game, my guild has three castles and we're defending one today or tomorrow, I believe.
I'm still an incredibly huge dork. So sue me.

I've also been RPing a lot. I kind of want to start writing again. Perhaps a novel, perhaps just a couple of short stories... or maybe all I'll end up doing is continuing to roleplay. I dunno. But this website has been really helping me, for aspiring novelists: [link]

Maybe two weeks ago, my knees gave out on me while walking to the public transit bus stop (I have weak legs). I landed hard on my left hand and right knee, both limbs were sort of numb and tingly for an hour and my knee's scab just recently healed from being infected. It's really no big deal, my legs are feeling better and everything. But there's one weird thing-- my left arm feels really messed up. I don't know quite how to explain it properly. I could blame it on how often I type, but wouldn't my right arm hurt as well, then? Besides, my right hand does more work when I type, honestly.
My left arm occasionally goes numb and I get really cold sensations in my muscles in my forearm. Sometimes it hurts a lot, other times it doesn't. When I fell that week back, I landed on the street very hard, my palm flat against the ground trying to break my fall. I can't afford to go to a doctor. Anybody have any suggestions?

Aside from that, I've been having personal issues I'm not entirely comfortable talking about to anyone, much less posting in public on dA. But let's just put it this way... I'm actually interested in being in a relationship now, but nothing is working out. Nothing.
I don't even know why I bother. But whatever. I'll live.

--Ayaa

BTW, WHEN DID I GET 1.7K PAGE VIEWS.
It's about damn time. Geez.
lol I typed the bold tags in BBC code.
... bye now 8D